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You used to joke about

How I wasn't real

How your girlfriend was easygoing and ideal

You slowly realized

How that wasn't true

And your perception of me dwindled after it was skewed

It was a hard pill

For you to swallow

When I couldn't seem to swallow all my food

And when your words just

Couldn't fix me

You were the one who made it all about you

When your eyes feel heavy and your body grows weak

And they're dragging you through rooms while you're too drunk to speak

When you shut your fuckin' mouth and sit there fainting pretty

That's when you'll be

An accessory

Go drown yourself

In vices

Until you're

Under two feet tall

I became a"different person"

Never fuckin

Loved me after all

I gave you

An itemized

List on how to help my insecurity

And somehow

You felt attacked by that

(God, fucking immaturity)

Roll a joint

And sip a red

Instead of processing a word I said

Don't talk to me

We're good as dead

Just breathe that smoke and lie in bed

When your eyes feel heavy and your body grows weak

And they're dragging you through rooms while you're too drunk to speak

When you shut your fuckin' mouth and sit there fainting pretty

That's when you'll be

An accessory

(you know you look pretty when you're helpless?)

(Someone should tell you)

Trusted you to

Love the worst of me

Don't fucking talk to me (don't fucking talk to me)

You love me more (you love me more?)

How could that be?

How about now, are you angry? (Are you fucking angry yet?)

(He says he doesn't hate me

But, I mean

I should make him, right?

Just like, out of courtesy?)

Go drown yourself

Whatever

You've gotta do

To not sob

I became a"different person"

Yeah, probably

Good fucking job