Thankful Lyrics

And I don't mean to be depressing

Why I can't admit that I been sitting here stressing

Why I can't sleep without you showing acquiesce

The fact that you don't see me just be fucking with my flexing

I need distance

Start hurting the ones around me

Seeing how I'm lost embarrassing that you found me

Prolly spitting flows to cover the fact 'm drowning

Travel through hills and valleys to see the shit I'm amounting

Too

Like what the fuck I got to lose

If I stay here on my path I gave it all on mile two

I done read too much scripture to not smile through trials too

Wore my sins up on my sleeve

Would you let satan style you

I wore my arrogance with pride

Proud of the Gucci that my stubbornness just make me feel inside

Ain't a soul like me

All my sins have been designed

Fuck no this not Versace

This Elijah Johnsõn

I was satans padawon

I traveled on

I be scared that you gon skip if I just rap right through a song

I be scared that imma make it and I see I don't belong

I be scared that imma prophet and what I seen ain't long

Over horizons

Be praying that he was lying

Or maybe I was just trippin

That dream did have me flying

Why the fuck am I shaken

By different sayings and statements

And visions that's shown to me whenever I'm not awaken

I'm wondering is it sin if I say I'm tired of patience

Like why the fuck am I waiting

I did the fasting and praying

And waiting while I put faith in

The only one that really is strong enough to do some saving

But met with failure adjacent

Which led to me just complaining

The reason why I'm in training

I thought I could trick God to force him into behaving

Without me making the changes

A formula for success

I get it start acting faithless

His words is like honey I get it start acting tasteless

Maybe I'm too honest for a billion streams

Maybe gotta purpose what's way bigger than my little dreams

Wish they was in symmetry

I thought I was rapping for the one

Why I'm mad that they not listening

All the things I fail to see

Is 20 streams a week is still 20 streams

Ten years in the game I got a couple people listening

Maybe I should learn to be grateful

Don't focus on the table

Everything could change at the moment you say thank you

So thank you

I thank you for my journey

I thank you for the fact that when I needed you you heard me

Whenever I got prideful you took the time to hurt me

Really came and found me when I was searching

And for that I'm saying thank you

Thank you for your love

Thank you for showing me that I was always enough

Thank you for your strength

Without it I would be done

Thank you for your provision you did it way more than once

Thank you for your presence you was there in all my pain

In the times where I cursed you you didn't fade away

I thank you for my gifts and I thank you for my grace

I thank you for my skills and every time a nigga ate

And just complained about my plate

Let me tell you thank you

For everything you done

I can tell you in my rain

Cuz I was saved by the Son

So let me tell you

Thank you

And for that I'm saying Thank you

I said for that I'm saying thank you

So let me tell you

Thank you