Broken Lyrics

I think a nigga

I think a nigga

I think a nigga broken

Broken

Broken

Broken

I think I'm broken

I'm losing focus

On how to open up

I got emotions

That don't see motion

They bottled up

Its kinda tough

I've had enough

And God say

No you don't

Just when I try to go be merciless, he show I shoulda choked

I see my libra is a diva and that balance is a bitch

Because I try to be like Christ but in this time I need revenge

I ain't holier than thou, at any point I could descend

And meet you on your fuckin level, let the stupid games begin

You ain't the only one to treat me like I'm shit, nah its a trend

And I've studied all the charts to see its dark for me at end

You just fuckin' did me wrong and ask me go and just forgive

Like I share my sins with you and tell you demons thats within

Don't tell me that you love me when you wrong me and defend

Another fucking story that you find a way to spin

You think I'm stupid don't you

Nah maybe thats projection

Of how my parents made me feel when I would go through adolescence

They way you bullshit vitrescent

And it just feel depressing

How trust is just a fantasy of love and real connections

And I cant be a Calvinist cuz if this was pre destined

Then I don't see a point of hoping that you learn your lesson

I'm digressing

Find myself up on this soap box again

Just preaching to the choir of the broken and in sin

Trynna figure out the ways to smile

Without it being fuckin fake because you know you got me down

Almost lost the girl I love, and yet you seen me with a smile

I seen my homies lose the same and end up just breaking down

Like maybe I got something wrong with me

Because obviously

I cover my emotions with "Im no bitch" when I decide to speak

I look inside the mirror and see my pride is me

And No, I ain't proud of me

But me against the world is how I start to see

So who is thee

Defender of my pain

When I'm caught up in my rage

Its just me myself and I

So I see distance keeps me safe

Got me talking to the dead because I see how you remain

The fuckin same,

I shoulda known that dead people never change

Im finna break

Better pray

That Jesus finds a way to save

As I'm walking on the lake of all my sorrows

Take a break