Rumination Lyrics

Sometimes I can feel so pitiful

Hurting over things that I don't think about no more

I'd love to be yours

But it takes too much to bleed for you again

It's pain I don't wanna keep

But there's something I'm afraid to be

And a reality I wanna see

So I relive the memory over

And do it over

And do it over

And do it over

Until I understand what made you leave

Perpetually bleeding

I'm stuck in a feeling

I wish you could see

What's happening to me

Repetitive dreaming

Refreshing the feeling

I'm trying to deep

What you left with me

I

Wanna tell you things

I love the bittersweet taste of your memory

What is this distance?

Where did it come from?

I been racking my brain

Tryna figure which thing

Did I even do wrong this time?

I'm spinning my wheels tryna fix it

I don't think I deserve to be healed, it's

My error, my responsibility

I'd give myself away to make you happy

If it's not about me

And what I think doesn't carry any weight in between

If it ain't here or there

I don't need to be anywhere

(Don't mean nothing to you now)

Perpetually bleeding

I'm stuck in a feeling

I wish you could see

What's happening to me

Repetitive dreaming

Refreshing the feeling

I'm trying to deep

What you left with me

Perpetually bleeding

I'm stuck in a feeling

Reliving a scene

Just to punish me

Repetitive dreaming

I wish you could see me

I wish you could see

What I see

Oooh

It's a little bitty shame

We fell out of tune

Let it go

Let it go

I can't bare to let it change

I'm hoping for you

To come home

(You forgot 'bout me too)

(And it's such a shame)

(La da di doo)

(Hey-ah)

It's a sweeter thing

To remember my love for me

Perpetually bleeding

I'm stuck in a feeling

I wish you could see

What's happening to me

Repetitive dreaming

Refreshing the feeling

I'm trying to deep

What you left with me

Perpetually bleeding

I'm stuck in a feeling

Reliving a scene

Just to punish me

Repetitive dreaming

I wish you could see me

I wish you could see

What I see