ifeelsodumb Lyrics

I'm watching you leave again

And it's two am

You're sneaking around

And I'm going back to pretend

I close my eyes and think

That I'm better than this

But the memories and the weight of them

Forbid me to go

But I've been staying

Waiting for an excuse

Waiting to beg me to stay

But I know it'll never come

And I just feel so dumb

Swear I've tried

But it's hard to move on

Swear I meant it

But I know I won't

I'll wait until you walk away

Pretending I don't know too much

But I can feel the cold in your touch

I know

I will miss you one day

Because I've been staying

Waiting for an excuse

Waiting to beg me to stay

But I know it'll never come

And I just feel so dumb

Feel just like I know too much

I wonder if you'll hold a grudge

Is it the price that I'm meant to pay

Will you leave me if I walk away?

Think I've been loving for too long

Even when you mess up

Think I'll let you go

So just do what you want

But I've been staying

Waiting for an excuse

Waiting to beg me to stay

But I know it'll never come

And I just feel so dumb