alive (sped up) Lyrics

Yes I've made some mistakes

I'm afraid to be alone

But I push everyone away

Nights filled with nightmares

Am I living them?

Faces pretending everything's ok

But I

Laugh it out all the time

But pray that it's not true

When I

Put a smile on my face

Please know I'm not ok

Can someone please stay

One more minute?

Because the nights

Keep getting colder

Oh one hand is enough

For me to keep pushing

Will you cry

When I'm gone?

Because I'm afraid to be forgotten

Oh one person is enough

To know I was alive

Should I keep fighting

For this life?

Is it worthy in the end?

Losing everything in seconds

Only six meters apart from you