old me II Lyrics

I was engulfed in your flames

Don't even remember my name

Yearning longing for you to stay

Things usually never go my way

Call me a doormat because I let you step all over me

Frequent pushover so many bruises on my knees

Overly pathetic with every breath I breathe

You don't have to say it I know I'm cowardly

I know I'm cowardly

You miss the old me

But I'm not the same anymore

You miss the old me

But you destroyed him and now I'm laying on the floor

Spent an hour in the bathroom trying to calm down

I bury my head as I scream and shout

Ask the mirror What's this about?

He stares back and knows the answer too well

You miss the old me

But I'm not the same person anymore

You miss the old me

But I changed now you're heading towards the door

It seems like it's all I am

It consumes me controls me convinces me

That I'm not good enough for your hands

And your love and your words and your admiration

I know you're trying to make up for the fact

That you needed me more than you loved me back

Cuz I'm the same

And when you saw it you threw right back (and I'm not going back)

You miss the old me

But I'm not the same anymore

You miss the old me

But you destroyed him and now I'm laying on the floor