I shouldn't hate u Lyrics

I'ma write a song today just to say I hate you

Hide behind your blessings and playin' like you an angel

Tell me what your angle?

Tell me why you say so?

Tell me why you stay still?

I'ma write a song today just to say I hate you

Hide behind your blessings and playin' like you an angel

Tell me what your angle?

Tell me why you say so?

Tell me why you stay still?

Yeah I wrote this shit just to tell myself I loath

I fuckin' hate your guts and wish you were never born

Them lessons you had to learn shit I guess it affect the worth

And when them tables turn them bridges begin to burn

Pockets full of tragedy killin' myself passionately

Everyday insanity please be understandin' me

Never undermine me cause I don't take that shit lightly

With what's inside me couldn't try to take it kindly

Yeah I acknowledge it but I fuckin' hate it

Yeah I hate you when you occupy spaces

I hate that you impatient

I hate that you imperfect

I hate you and your surface

I hate you and your purpose

Man you hear me?

I hate you

I hate you

I fuckin' hate you

I love you…

I should be tellin' you I love you

I'm so sorry I don't tell you I love you

I love you

Do you hear me?

Please hear me

I love you

I'ma write a song today just to say I love you

Hidin' all your trauma so don't put no one above you

Tell me why you're hurtin'

Tell me how your curse is

Tell you that you're perfect

I'ma write a song today just to say I love you

Hidin' all your trauma so don't put no one above you

Tell me why you're hurtin'

Tell me how your curse is

Tell you that you're perfect

Time and time again you so damn hard on yourself

You made it out the ghetto but still inside your hell

You made it 25

Surprised you're alive

Wasn't supposed to see past your adolescent life

Bonzey might seem to hate you

Your momma lacks recovery

You so damn reclusive like a fossil in discovery

Daddy sober now guess it's all amends but I see inside your head you still wish you were dead

Abused as a kid

Just a welfare check

Put your armor on so you hide how bad it gets

They say you got depth I'm reachin' in my chest

It's easy to say I hate you and I'm sorry that it is

Remember momma say them drugs inside your vein

Took that shit and ran with it now we live in vain

Passenger in our brain pain left the biggest stain

Vertical when I aim cause our prayers are delayed

I swear you made up of so much of the love

So please don't walk away

I'm glad you were born cause you have so much to say

So I want you to know

I love you it don't show

Birth to our grave be you who they made

It's not always the same

I know you want some change

A poet want some love from the hate he overcame