all I wanted2be Lyrics

All the time I think about how… I'm addicted to all the wrong things

But even the right things I'm addicted to - doesn't necessarily mean it's bad but

I reminisce on when I had a lot going on as a kid…

and all I wanted to be was a rapper

Damn I'm addicted

Damn I'm addicted

Damn I'm addicted

Damn I'm addicted

Addicted to the clothes money weed

Addicted to the hoes friends foes

Addicted to the vice trauma gold

Addicted to prove anything and everything wrong

I don't even think anything can put fear in me

Recording 6 years I don't think they be hearing me

Got my eyes low but I promise I be seeing things

Things I needa change

Things I needa speak

Back up on them drugs when I talk I'm OD

Verse from the bible

Converse with yourself

Inner child fell that's a body on the ground

You can't bring back the dead

Pour up for my friends

Sorry that I left you I just had to get ahead

Stuck up in my head

All these regrets

When I pass away just please don't forget

Please don't forget

Like I never left

Sabe kept it a hunnid

Sabe gave you lessons

Sabe pull them cards

Called out fake reverends

But here I am now

On my lonesome run

Push away anything that try to give me love

Bitch I fought my own daddy Think I wont get it?

Bitch I lost my own momma Back up on the mission

When I graduated the kid ain't have a job

Momma introduced me to my plug problem solved

So yeah I left

That's not my story

In and out of county them inmates get to hoarding

Grabbed a fucking pen

Now my heart pouring

The pain didnt leave so here I am coping

Shit

Uh damn i'm addicted

Uh shit damn i'm addicted

Uh shit damn i'm addicted

addicted to tragedy blurring in my vision

Tell me why you hate me cause I bet I hate it more

Lost all these bonds but they ended up a chore

No deadweight can't carry getting sore

Got a lot of problems growing up so poor

Picked up my chest

Grabbed up a check

Bang it like sex

Music my flesh

This all I got

Over saturated

yeah I feel robbed

These lames have no cause

uh fuck

Shit damn i'm addicted

Oh fuck damn i'm addicted

Uh shit damn i'm addicted

Oh fuck damn i'm addicted