Ammends (Had to) Lyrics

A lot of rappers been in these shoes before

I note their mistakes to pass on the test they weren't ready for

I put in a lot more work than I even get credit for

Don't ask me if I'm doing enough my nigga I'm doing more

My niggas can't accept the fact this isn't for fun anymore

Y'all can play it safe, I think I'll go through the second door

Why judge my life 'cus you can't do what I do, be happy with yours

I'll do what I have to even (oh my) if I'm forced of course

I'm 25, my gift this year was survivors remorse

Unwanted company around me, who welcomed these niggas?

They not playing good guys why should I? I chucky these niggas

They'll try it twice if they did once

Told Sam that's plausible for anybody, this an ending I've seen already

Skinny but my burden's heavy

Karma's harsh but necessary

Adderall to keep me steady

Monty drop the beat I'm ready

I see the top, but I won't be content until I eat the cherry

R.I.P a legend, I'm tryna break hit records 'till I bury Barry

More mature now, but I'm not enough to not want revenge

They hurt me and I hurt them, but when does it end

I must've missed the seminar on amends

I'm chilling on y'all now but wait until I heat up I'll be on y'all again

My mothers 50 now there's nothing quite as fast as Big Ben

Moved out the city now but can't drop promises from the crest

My face is wrinkled out but Zach knows not to ask if I slept

He knows me better than myself, he knows the wicked don't rest

I like to piss her off, she talks more when she fucks me upset

I had say sum, I'm addicted to sex

I had to do something my life is a mess

I'm the last to misunderstand dawg, all I know is the stress

No need to say your bodies different when your heart and soul is in it

Approval is the death of creativity if you let it

Five more minutes we lit

My Circle small but we fit

I'm Glad it's us like the pimps

Is that it?

What you mean

I mean after all this time

That's it?

This is your last chance

You put in so much through all the doubt

Is that really it?

I'm on my last hope like sky-walker

Coming back like Alma mater

I'm in a league of my own like Harvard

Fuck a charge, on ninety nine like Jimmy Carter

She said"this your last chance, you need an offer"

Prove you're the one like Lelee, Coko, Tamara

I'm dodging clubs like I'm avoiding lava

Or at least until Fingaz spinning my music in Java

Ask TP, they never thought we'd be this epic without a label

Yo JT, they can't eat without me if I'm bringing the table

They grateful but unfaithful, tolerate but don't respect you

Could've fooled me twice, they hide in plain sight 'till it's time to get you

How'd I go from Christian schools to wanting Christian shoes and praying just to still do the opposite of what a Christian do

I'm just here speaking the truth, told her I think that I'm close

I had her take a listen, she listened, said"Ok, you got jokes"

They aren't gonna see what you see, that's why it's your picture to post

It isn't time to shut up and lay down, get up and cut throats

So what we doing my nigga

Zoe waiting on you where's your pulse at? What'd you prove if she dies next

Joel needs a crib and you playing house in the home stretch

You running victory laps when you not even in the game yet

But when I'm in the shit I promise nigga I'll be more than prepped

Some fuck ups here and there but that's expected going game from bench

Either way I'm giving blood and flesh 'till nothings left

On zero rest, nigga I'll digress with my dying breath

It's time to shut it down, time to let 'em know we down

Ain't the time to slow it down, I think I got the flow down

It's time to keep the sound around, time to make the family proud

It's time to get your talents found, it's time to be that time and now

How long could I really be lit

How long can I do this legit

Ok, showtime kid this is it

Roll the red carpet out it's time to get rich, you got a gift