Winter stories Lyrics

That boy crazy

Only praying when I sin won't get me close to God

One conversation isn't gonna fix my bond with mom

I can't grow without confronting my deep rooted issues

And I definitely can't blossom off of alcohol

I don't know how my livers in tact

Your guess is good as mine on why she keeps on coming back

Deep down I wish she had more respect for herself

But who's gon' be here for me when I'm not for myself

They say mo' money mo' problems but I have more without it

I can't afford shit in public except throw ones in private

I love bad bitches, yeah that's my fucking problem

I'm stuck between two white women right now like Miley Cyrus

Me and J running routes on Wednesday's like fucking heismen

So much for staying silent

Even Mark was wallen

Man this party and bullshit be getting me so excited

Too late to call this shit a phase, I'm just young with no guidance

Damn

And not an ounce of shame

With nobody to blame

I'm at the age where it's really a bunch of excuses

But I excuse it, cus it's more shit to put in the music

My eyes are open I just like to look away a lot so what good is a therapist

Tryna let me know things I already know

Like I can't put the blame on you when it's really my own

I can't complain and say it's cold when I live in the snow

But I bet you still do that, right?

And you'll still be 50 doing that, right?

And you still don't see it through my eyes, did you try?

And in yours I'll always be the bad guy, did I lie?

I told Monty add a minute, I still need to pour more heart out

But fuck you and them niggas, I rather just get these bars out

This song ain't for you niggas, it's really to let my words out

You heard the man I'm crazy, Shanti talking to himself now

T-pity saw it in me since a young G, if it wasn't for him there wouldn't be Shanti, shoutout Chi

We may not speak but you still did a lot for me, sparked up the fire in me, hope you doing well and big things

Circle cypher shit

Diplomat instrumentals on repeat

Cam'ron would've thought we built this city

Whatever you do just don't lose your dignity

They might show you love but not consistently

And never unconditionally

Tryna teach my niece you can have attitude respectfully

There's a time and place for everything

Don't let them extinguish your fire like they did to me

I'm still lit you can see

You can be what you wanna be