Your Special Day Lyrics

"It's okay," I say

But I'm the one who's crying

It's your special day

You're the one who's dying

I feel a little guilty

At the envy in my tears

Cause you get to go away

And I've gotta stay right here

"Just relax and let it happen,"

I don't say out loud

I don't say a lot of things

What good would it do now

I feel a little weird

I feel a little proud

You're done you did it

You've lived and it's all over now

I listen for the moment

When your soul's no longer here

But I don't hear any change

Nothing ringing in my ears

Nothing ringing in my ears

Till it starts to hurt my teeth

I thought that it'd be easier

Thought it'd come as a relief

I guess I have to tell someone

This is what I dreaded most

Find an unsuspecting witness

And introduce them to your ghost

They'll take care of everything

There's nothing left for me to do

but go outside, get in my car

And drive away without you