Totally Lost Lyrics

I'm totally lost with my head in my hands and my guts laying on the ground

It'll be weird I don't know if you realize but I'll still see you around

My stomach just hurts and I don't know why

There's a pretty girl here that I can't look in the eye

'Cause I'm thinking of you and I don't know why

I'm always fucking hurting and I want to die

And I'm thinking of you and I don't know why

Said I miss you but I miss the feeling I lost long ago

Maybe we just need to be apart if we're ever gonna grow

Your face held no surprise as tears filled up your perfect eyes

Darkness filled the broken skies

My heart was breaking and I don't know why

It's the same old shit

Year after year

I don't know why you even want me here

There's nothing I can do

There's nothing I can say

That'll ever make us feel the same again

Maybe one day we could be together but we won't be so sad

Maybe one day i could make it better but not make you so mad

If I never loved you then I don't know why

I'm so blue I can't get high

and her lips on mine don't satisfy

When I'm thinking of you and I don't know why

Don't you ever say that I never tried

I said I'd always love you and I never lied

Should I hold you while you cry?

Or should I just fuck off and die

It's the same old shit

the same old fears

Our bed hasn't been made in years

If I stay will it stop the tears?

Or should I just disappear