the glow Lyrics

I'm picking a fight that I made in my head

But in 70 years from now I'll be dead and alone

And that's just how it goes, isn't it?

Isn't it?

And they don't ever see it how I do

Thought I knew it all, oh well

I saw the glow and everything changed

No room to grow when everything just stays the same

Don't fight that feeling now, you've come so far

Those little pixels rearranging

But I'm scared to continue

What if this feeling eats me up

If I don't commit to

Becoming who I thought I was

Could I be, a mirror

Or a tv screen reflecting back

An image, a person

A feeling that's always there

But never at the same time

The ebb and flowing hurts my brain

I'm ready to come home

I lock the door, I turn my back

Stop the pretending

Trace your spine, the feeling's there

Cause you know the ending

The ending

I saw the glow and everything changed

No room to grow when everything just stays the same

Don't fight that feeling now, you've come so far

Beautiful lifeform rearranging