This Ain't It ft. IAMZERO Lyrics

I'm calling home, it's hour-long phone calls

Been feeling like I'm trapped inside the damn four walls

Grabbing on the head, like it's flat so I stick it

I pry it open, my screws loose so you can see me in this -

Talking to my mom, refueling on my fire

And it's the conversations that can take up oh too many hours

I might feel inspired, to make them swallow spiders

Eating on your words the only way you'll comfortably retire

They're too tired, I'm too pumped

This is not no fake huff-huff

This is not a show and I will not fake it just to puff

Got my titty bowl to suck

And when inhaled I'm lyfted up so I ain't calling on no Uber

I'm home, titty bowl is packed up

Wonder if I'm backed up by the people surrounding me

Friends can be a tragedy or dealing with fake family

How you know about our life when you don't say hi to me on

And how you want this shit to grow when you ain't never plant a seed

Plant your seeds and count your blessings, don't be stressing

Give it up to Heaven whenever you're feeling "Man, this ain't it"

Momma keep on telling me, you better take advantage of

Every opportunity, don't sit there like "This Ain't it"

While I'm sitting there telling her how I'm feeling, as if I'm the last option

Her response to me is "Well you better take advantage of every opportunity. Make it badass and then don't come back to me without it

Once its gone, it's like it never happened"

Dreams be crazy, mines are hazy, moms is real like daisies

My hands are shaking as I'm writing, what's the problem

I think I inhaled the entire garden

She said "I think your father's behind this"

"I had a dream that you were sitting in your chair, and in your room and I don't know about the display I just hope it's true

Calmly father figure spirit sitting next to you

Our eyes would meet, I tried to speak, he looked at me and just said Shhhh

And he looked like he was protecting, watching, making sure you were okay

I told him, you better not harm her

He said No, shaking his head

I'm not sure what dream means though"

And it brought tears to my eyes as I try to breakdown and analyze what the message is inside

Because in my mind it's only horror memories that like to haunt me

Nightmares, don't be scared

Science says its only your subconsciousness

Handling and dealing with all the stress

But the Bible says

That's how God sends you messages

But the Bible says

Plant your seeds and count your blessings, don't be stressing

Give it up to Heaven whenever you're feeling "Man, this ain't it"

Momma keep on telling me, you better take advantage of

Every opportunity, don't sit there like "This Ain't it"

Momma keep on telling me, you better take advantage of

And don't fucken sit there like "This Ain't It"