Carrying the Pain ft. IAMZERO Lyrics

Lost in the process of transition

Like the battle process, I need ammunition

I need more communication to understand what you've been feeling, dealing with

Emotions I can't even begin with

Aggression, reinforcing

I don't want that door open so just close it

I'm flooding in the ocean and I'm lacking serotonin

I feel hopeless when alone and my thoughts begin to floating

Now I'm hoping cause I'm sinking

Shout to the Yak, I see your pain and I listen

My gift is

Something that I cannot comprehend

My presence

Something that I'll probably never get

For instance

They tell me that I'm more than just a friend, let your guard down and let it flow, it's hard to pretend

Everyone's distracted, heart's not open so it's hard to let love in

You take off but you don't even know where to begin

You're rushing and in hurries you don't want to see the end

So, tell me what's the reason that you want to die again?

Feeling so hopeless, I'm sick no emotion

The reasons I'm dying, they keep me afloat

My mother is crying and praying for change, the waves of emotions they're calling my name

I'm stuck in a cage by emotional blockage, I say I'm okay, on the inside I'm lying

Mama, I'm afraid, I'll end up just like my daddy

The visual blockage, they see when I'm walking

They ask me stupidity"why aren't you smiling?"

Bitch I've been dying and going insane

The reasons I'm here, I'm still trying to change

Spiritual warfare, I almost gave up

The whole in my chest would just leave me stuck

And I am still crying, but they don't pearl up

The money is coming, they're dull but still shinning

That's probably the reason that they will keep grinding

I know I've been crying my face has been burning

I gave it all up because I'm tired of hurting

I know what you're thinking but nobody's perfect and I am too private

I'd rather be hurting in silence

And I am too private, I'd rather be hurting in silence

The pain that you carry, no one could ever take it away

It's yours forever, the pain it carries your name

Don't carry the pain

Don't carry the

Pain, it carries your name

Don't let the pain carry your name