Panic Attack Lyrics

I just had a panic attack like 30 minutes ago

I want my sanity back

I don't wanna be all alone

I need my family back

I don't gotta sit on the throne but if somebody gotta hold it

Then why not me?

Im not claiming that I see things the naked eye can't see

I'm not saying I'm always righteous when the nightmares breed

This sensation I get from racing when the light stampedes

Illuminates the way that life can be

And I just hope I can follow it up

Go tell them people that they don't want no problems with us

Lacing my wallabies up

Face only mama could love

I always feel like I'm the only one following up

I'm suave enough but I ain't known for my good looks

I like to stay inside and stick my nose in a good book

Cause I don't want the drama I don't wanna be mistook

I don't want the drama I don't wanna be mistaken

Proper

Get it now I can't get it later

Niggas keep on dying in my city I feel the pain

No candy rain

Ain't shit sweet on this dandy lane

Just stand in line

They'll shoot nigga in his spine watch him cry then leave him laying with dandelions

I don't know if I'm scared of death or not

So I'm scared of lying

I don't wanna go out like no bitch nigga that's scared of trying

But still i don't know if I try too hard or fight too hard

Been feeling like I might move on but

My might too strong

I always end up sentimental when I write too long

I always get too temperamental when I hide too long

I always end up in the middle when I drink too much

Nothing feels coincidental when I think too much

I cant even fabricate my failure

I won't accept nothing less and my best could prolly be better

I gotta get it together

And open to the world without a vendetta

But it's really hell when you think about it

A couple of my young niggas died I can't speak about it

I always get choked up

I'm rolling up weed about it

I tried to get therapy once then I just felt weak about it

I cancelled a week later

I'm stuck in this sad soul

You know the feeling when you peeling your mask off

And niggas look at you like an asshole

A lot of niggas missing a backbone

I don't give a fuck bout your assets

Tell me what you'd do if you had more