Barbed Wire Lyrics

I'm cooking up a masterpiece

I swear I'll get it what's the price of living happily?

Look at me I'm Mr lose it make it back with ease

What's the price of playing God I think he taxing me

He swear it's a game

I just want to know my people are sane

I just want to spend a weekend in Spain

I don't care about your opinions or criticism you speaking in vain

Lock and key just know your secrets are safe

But I been spilling my heart out

Face in my palms crying

I'm missing my baby's face

I'm scared of my mom dying

I'm reading this wall writing

I feel it burning in my heart like a bonfire

My pencil been on fire

Im tryna be all timer

I wanna make wrongs righter

Got stuck in a loop

Selling gems like I'm John Dyer

I'm raising these walls higher

I'm done letting people in

This new chain barbed wire

My ceiling went far higher

We ain't ever speak again

And I'm distraught about it

I just thought about it

All my niggas put they hands up

All my bitches poke they ass out

She just want to be a dancer

Got me listening to smash mouth

She an all star with small scars but

Im a sick man think niggas like me should die

I had six plans to spread out my wings and fly

If this shit lands then everyone sees my side

I don't think I have it in me to cease the fight

Its back and forth like some badminton

I can't read my handwriting who knows what I had written

I'm lacking on discipline

Got stuck doing bad business

Who made me this sensitive?

I know that my dad didn't

I gave up my last nigga

If you don't clear your mind this shit ain't gonna last nigga

You stuck in the past

Your hopes and dreams in that flask with you

I know that you know it

It's something special inside you and I just hope that you show it

Ive had this chip on my shoulder since I first took a breath

City full of drive where they parked him before he took a step

Tried to overstep in a party and caught the hook of death

Shooting shit like Steph it's selective I shoulda took a tech

I been trusting feelings more and looking less

This vision deceptive for real

Im busy reflecting for real

I don't know what's next for the kid

But I know that it's destined for real