2020 (Radio Edit) ft. J-Ideas Lyrics

That was when the blogs were really powerful

Like, there was that

There was that space where, you know, I was flooding

And all the writers at all these like

Blogs and shit have emails from fuckin'

Eight, nine years ago

I made a lot of decisions that I thought were right

Marred by incisions to my awkward plight

That would follow me just to mark my flight

Ain't no difference between you and I

Outside of me operating in the graces that God provides

Came a long way from Mom copping Karl Kani

Or me thinking that I got my fam and we gone be alright

Or me thinking RDFND the fam for life

Or me thinking that I'm happy cause I found a wife

Or me thinking that the music 'bout to pop because I

Made all these connections with these people that keep talking like

K1NGELJAY.com used to be the site

Or yeah it's all good because I know you from TheREDEFINED

Hearing Russ name drop the site used to get me hype

Used to inspire me to keep going, maybe I could

Get back into the journalism with things I write

But I realized I love it here behind this mic

Hindsight's 20/20 right, right

Well if I could go back and do it twice

Maybe I would get it right

There's regrets heavy on my mind, right

Take me back to 2020

Bet I change everybody's life

Hindsight's 20/20 right

Well if I could go back and do it twice

Maybe I would get it right

There's regrets heavy on my mind, right

And I hate the fact I feel like

I'm wasting everybody's time

I know this sound a little stupid

But if I had to put some thought into it

The first thing I'd do was figure out

There were people 'round me that didn't

Want my well-being a long as I made this music

Would've ended that as soon as I came to it

Instead of holding on for like four more years

Would've allocated my resources better

Eliminating excuses to erode those fears

Couple folks i need to apologize to

'Cause me going through the things that I went through

Might've sabotaged trajectories and split friend groups

Heavy is the crown on the one that rules

But even all of this feels like an excuse

When I can just do better

Nothing is stopping me from keeping my head up

And using my mistakes as fuel to never let up

But I'll be real

Hindsight's 20/20 right, right

Well if I could go back and do it twice

Maybe I would get it right

There's regrets heavy on my mind, right

Take me back to 2020

Bet I change everybody's life

Hindsight's 20/20 right

Well if I could go back and do it twice

Maybe I would get it right

There's regrets heavy on my mind, right

And I hate the fact I feel like

I'm wasting everybody's time

Some blogs supported, like 2DopeBoyz and DJBooth

And Rapdose and ArtistManifesto

And K1NG ELJAY and, you know

Other ones I'm definitely forgetting