Smoke in the Wind Lyrics

I dreamed it again

I dreamed the porch lights were all swirled into the wind

Like Picasso

Your colors were beautifully blended in

I was prisoner to your pupils

It was as real as it's ever been

The impish taunts of a moment designed just to pretend

So the story can never start until we find where to begin

I guess I'm searching for a preface that was written without a hint

Of the anger inside my soul so it could ultimately exist

Shit

I dreamed it again

And the living isn't as precious between strokes of a pen

Now there smoke in the wind

And my eyes are open again

I recognize my depression disguised as jokin' and grins

Yeah

I'm breathing sulfur again

I pushed my fingers into my eyes

But I feel hopeless again

I gotta focus again

A single night full of desire has left me broken again

And now there's smoke in the wind

I dreamed it again

Now I'm feelin' like sleepin' in is no longer my friend

Insomnia's closer to sanity than I've ever been

So as long as my eyes stay open I can manage to keep it in

Yeah

I dreamed it again

I wrote you and told you 'bout it

But I doubt if you'll read it again

And at this point I lowkey wanna start poppin' Xany's again

Then maybe I'll be able to sleep witout you doin' that dance in my head

Yeah

Cuz I dreamed it again

And I'll always remember how I was a fiend for your skin

If God could bring you back, shit

I'd start believin' in Him

But if I kill the old me, then the new me couldn't exist

Yeah

I guess I'm breathin' again

And tears aren't as bitter when the sunlight comes bumpin' in

The day's already started and I swear I feel like garbage

But I really really really wanted to get this shit recorded so

I guess I'm dreamin again

I guess I'm dreamin again

Yeah

I guess I'm dreamin again