Always+Worry Lyrics

I couldn't walk away with love

Didn't have the stomach for the violence

Couldn't keep the food down in my room

Waiting for the end of my time here

Drunk rants on the spam bout death

Turned to an argument real quick

I've been hiding pain like the hide gold

Chest full of flesh with a lock on it

I gave her the key ain't no copy of it

Didn't know that made me a target though

It's a new dawn

Wake up every morning

To a chess board at a stalemate

She got homecourt advantage

In the day time it's the slander

When she call at night imma answer

Just like

Ohhh Baby

Everyday I prayed for change was really a prayer for you

Never realized I was really prey to a bird crying out wolf

Ye it's heartbreaking

Get the shards tape em

Bandage on my fingers

Pain of rebuilding

Who I see in mirrors

Ye he look familiar

Trust you've never met him

Probably for the better if I

Don't eat what's between them thighs

That feeling died with no tombstone

The ghost of it lingers

Is this what you wanted?

I still can't feel any guilt for it

No need to argue that yesterday's gone away

Don't need your love or lack there of

To know I'll be whole again

I said what I said

Her calls coming in like

Ohhh Baby

I desperately need you to get your shit together

But you have to do it calmly

We're making an empire out of cards on very thin ice

Been living life with this tension

I hit that Iso quick

Lost half my soul

This three-six deal wasn't signed in ink

Of course

I thought real love was dangerous

Part of me knew it was strange I

Let this ruin my life

In love with pain

I don't feel normal when I'm not stressed

I hate this woe-of-me

Lil tone I speak on tracks

This vulnerable shit never lasts

I'm perceived as perfect

While pushing this boulder like Sisyphus

And I'm chained linked for a purpose

These shackles broken, this prison I'm in

These self inflicted four mistakes

Cuz every reflection is not my face

And I feel like I'm crazy

So I don't explain nothing

You won't make it any further

Unless you let all this stuff go now

The wind will turn you stone

Before you even have a chance to get where you need to go

And then you'll be truly stuck here

Forever.