I Think I Have a Curse Lyrics

You're not my Mrs. shawty

Let's pretend right now

We've known each other for a while

She crack a smile at me"Oh how romantic"

I'm not a lover boy when party lights flash

I'm too in tune

Not out the woods till you're back home

It's just food for thought

When it hit my plate it was rotten

Still a nigga kept quiet

They seen that and took advantage of everyone

Including me I'm not exempt

Betrayal changed the way I looked at all the love so

Everyone is suspect

Can't enjoy nothing

You don't hear me now

Enjoy the rage as you should

Moving onwards

Onwards

I think I have a curse

I've got nowhere to run

No going back to what I know

Moving onwards

Onwards

I've got nowhere to run

Moving onwards

Onwards

I think I have a curse

Moving onwards

Onwards

The realization

Immortalization

That I was Always There

When them rumors dropped and niggas flocked

To say they had a feeling

Every joke became the truth

Plain as day trust got dangerous

Quickness of the switch up still hurt

I'm still circling

Like a vulture

Ain't no closure in these bones

Wounds nurse em

In the dark

Embrace the cold it's all I got

Thought I really was the problem

Isolate off projection

Propaganda running rampant

No apologies were spoken

Not a text

Not enough

Now hang like I tried

Die on every hill y'all built them glass houses on

They say I don't got the stones to put this bat to fragile homes

I'm swinging this shit for the fences

Stand back bitch I'm finna get busy

They asked"What changed?"

Say"I don't know"

I'm just a product of this cold

Blame the world

Blame the

Void

So far

I've got nowhere to run

High off temporary love

Don't leave temporary scars

The thrill, a choice, I won't forget

The thrill, a choice, I won't forget

And I'm sure

I would've went back

I would've went back

The thrill, the choice, I won't forget

The realization

Pretending for so long

That I forget your face

Uncertainty

The burden of being attached

To fix what breaks

Cold emotions

That I've shown you

Forced a winter in the summer

Frozen roses aren't preserved

There's been another spring since the fall

This garden this garden not the same

And I understand my place

It's too late

It's too late

(Game over)

Make a choice, now

So far

I've got nowhere to run

High off temporary love

Don't leave temporary scars

The thrill, a choice, I won't forget

The thrill, a choice, I won't forget

And I'm sure

I would've went back

I would've went back

The thrill, the choice, I won't forget

One day you will forget

It may not be today, or tomorrow

When the day comes you won't even notice