ME Lyrics

I think I struggle with gratitude most

I used to think I was a victim

Then a survivor

Now I see those labels only limit all my fire

I'm the one that's in my circle

Still obsessed on getting higher

Although I'm far away from drugs

I search for my supplier

Like I need a fix

Boy I've been tryna fix myself since before my 6th

Cake was blown out

Luke warm baths

Tryna calm my attacks

Momma knew that I had demons

I just haven't learned to fight em back

Tell her I know now

Everyone got highs and lows

But I won't ever go down

My son and brothers call me him

Like they reading pronouns

No competition in my state

You'd think this shits a ghost town

It don't take a pro to find that I'm profound

They go to Colorado for the tree

Me I'm homebound

The ones who want me dead come around


You know what goes round

They want the smoke

You know it's up

I'm ready when it goes down

For real

They say what goes up must come down

I done fell a million fuckin times

And always got back up

So what goes down must come up

Peaks and valleys bro

Go ahead and own that shit

I'mma fall

I'mma fail

Let it hurt

I'll prevail

I've been worse

I've been jailed

I've been cursed

I've been in hell

But I've worked

I've excelled

From the dirt

And a cell

To my God

Oh my God

I'm a problem

Oh well

Let me live

Let me breathe

Let me swim

In the sea

Of the tears

And the fears

Of who I'm

Supposed to be

To be free

Doesn't mean

That I see

What they see

It just means

That I see

That I need

More of

Me

There's always gonna be something that needs you bruh

Your job's like I need you

Your girl's like I need you

Homies I need you

Fam I need you

I need me too nigga

I feel like I give out so many seconds to people I love

When they come back for seconds

Boy I'm toasted

The only thing that's ever made me feel like I was noticed

Was my music

But I lose focus tryna give em true emotion

I'd rather be a starving artist

Than a rich man

True shit

I remember going through evictions

And move in's

And looking stupid

To those around me but still feeling like these niggas clueless

Go work your 9-5

And let your nigga do this

I'll be depressed if you catch me serving tables

And putting food in

Winning on the outside

But in my heart I'm losing

Fuck that

My music been hidden and spinning on a shelf so long

It's a Lazy Susan Just snoozing

How the fuck am I gon' make a movement

Talking bout showing improvement

Then let it go

Just like a child that's frozen in movies

I want what everyone's afraid of

I'm hoping for cooties

I knew that I was born to split em like Moses

No blue seas

But royal flush in Texas hold em

You'd fold if you knew me

And traded shoes and took a step

Eat a dick if you never met me

Yet talk about me pretending

If my life flashed before your eyes

I guarantee that it would be your ending

At me next time

Don't add me boy fuck your friends list

Ain't a soul I ever met not worth my pens vengeance

And the toll for anyone who tries a death sentence

I was born to dead this

I'mma fall

I'mma fail

Let it hurt

I'll prevail

I've been worse

I've been jailed

I've been cursed

I've been in hell

But I've worked

I've excelled

From the dirt

And a cell

To my God

Oh my God

I'm a problem

Oh well

Let me live

Let me breathe

Let me swim

In the sea

Of the tears

And the fears

Of who I'm

Supposed to be

To be free

Doesn't mean

That I see

What they see

It just means

That I see

That I need

More of

Me