DISBELIEF ft. Cellyonthemix Lyrics

I know all this hard shit

Gonna take me farthest

I take it and I harness it

Goin so fast I'm feelin car sick

Love make me crash I'm feelin heart sick

I'm a land field stashin garbage

Holdin on to trauma only blast me into hardships

Does it stay cause of my ptsd

Or does it stay cus it's all I wanna see

Deep down I don't really know what is me

Without all these fucked up things

In my dreams

Uh Uh uh

Fascinated with life

Fascinated with death

Seemed to be nothin in-between except for my breath

Oh I speak from the chest

When I was 12

I wrote a story bout a boy that killed his friend so he killed himself

Homemade knife in his cell

When I was 12

I was Smokin weed ain't worried bout my health

Bullies always said that snitches get stitches

Then I split his wig and same script got to flippen

All these motherfuckers grippin on trippin

Grippin on trippin

One day u will see the reason why I bleed

One day u will speak to me in disbelief

Practically bowing down to my fucking feet

Uh Uh

One day u will see the reason why I bleed

One day u will speak to me in disbelief

Practically bowing down to my fucking feet

Uh Uh Uh aye

I face all of it head on

I'm the one they bettin on

They know me as the best one

Hoagie how my bread is long

They talkin shit but I'm the one they fed off

Talkin trash behind my back they heard my track and kept it on

I don't see a threat I see a head that I can step on

They feel me in they chest like a lead bong

Puffin with my homie straight from Lebanon

Workin till my nails popoff just like press ons

Keep track of where I sit just like a restaurant

Uh

One day u will see the reason why I bleed

One day u will speak to me in disbelief

Practically bowing down to my fucking feet

They be plottin on slaughterin me

But failure is not a option to me

Don't get to talkin to me

They be hearing words

I be hearing Cacophonies

All yall Stop botherin me