wish i was Lyrics

I fake a smile the whole day

Hoping he doesn't see the pain in my eyes

I'm trying to hide

I feel broken while still in love

Confused if he ever really cared about me

I'm overthinking

He kisses my forehead as we're lying down together

Watching a movie

He brushes my hair behind my ear ever so gently

I feel beyond love by him

And that's when a tear begins to fall down my face

I quickly wipe it away

Little does he know

When I fall in love, I fall hard

I give all my everything, I give my whole heart

So I ain't gonna lie, it hurt like hell

To hear you casually say you think it's for the best

And I know keeping this going while miles apart isn't smart

I just wish I was worth it to you to at least give it a shot

I feel scared of letting go

Starting over, getting to know somebody new

But I know it's what I gotta do

I wanted it to be him

Yet I see my future brighter with someone better

Where I won't have to settle

I know I'll find someone else

Who kisses my forehead as we're lying down together

Watching a movie

Who brushes my hair behind my ear ever so gently

Someone I feel beyond loved by

And that's when I'll know that person is the one

I won't have to beg them to stay

Little does he know

When I fell in love with him, I fell hard

I gave him my everything, I gave him my whole heart

So I ain't gonna lie, it hurt like hell

To hear him casually say he thinks leaving me is for the best

And I know keeping this going while miles apart isn't smart

I know I deserve someone who in return wants to give me their whole heart

I realize long distance also is no longer something that I want

I just wish I was worth it to you to at least say you'd give it a shot

Just hearing that I am worth it really would've meant a lot