i don't know Lyrics

Sitting quiet

So uneasy

Started crying

Breathing deeply

Wiping my eyes as fast as the tears fall, so no one knows

In this crowded room, I feel alone

These four walls that used to feel like home

Now don't feel the same

So much has changed

'Round the table

Sharing what we're all thankful for

I know it's wrong, but right then and there

All I could think was I don't know

I don't know why

At the same time I feel loved, I feel like no one loves me

My favorite parts of holidays now only exist in my memories

I'm a lucky girl, I know it

I've got things better than most have it

I just wish that even as I get older

Naming the things in life I love would still be easy

As easy as they used to be

Everything feels wrong

You should be here

I can't go on without you near me to talk and listen

And comfort me during these hard times

You were the reason I still smiled

Why I'd look forward to visit home

But now nothing is the same

As it was before

'Round the table

Sharing what we're all thankful for

I know it's wrong, but right then and there

All I could think was, I don't know

I don't know why

At the same time I feel loved, I feel like no one loves me

My favorite parts of holidays now only exist in my memories

I'm a lucky girl, I know it

I've got things better than most have it

I just wish that even as I get older

Naming the things in life I love would still be easy

As easy as they used to be

'Round the table

Sharing what we're all thankful for

I couldn't say I don't know

So instead I said, I'm thankful for my family

Even though things aren't the same as they were before