still here healing Lyrics

Acting like I'm now not in pain but the pain you caused still haunts me

I shut you out, moved out of town, yet you still live rent free in my memory

I couldn't escape the thought of you if I tried

Believe me I've tried

And I'm trying my very best to move on

From what you did, what you said, what you asked of me and I gave in

Pressured me to think what you wanted was what I wanted too

I wanted to be with you, spend time with you, but you broke me down

Shattered into a billion little pieces on the ground

I lay down

Staring blankly at the ceiling

The thought of you's preventing me from healing

It's not fair, how am I supposed to go on in life?

Everything people say I take as a lie until proved otherwise

I'm mad at you and at myself

I can only move on, can't change the past

But I still gotta learn how to do that

I'll keep on trying to move on from you (from you)

From what you did, what you said, what you asked of me and I gave in

Pressured me to think what you wanted was what I wanted too

I wanted to be with you, spend time with you, but you broke me down

Shattered into a billion little pieces on the ground

I lay down

Staring blankly at the ceiling

The thought of you's still preventing me from healing

Over a year's gone by and I'm still here healing