Stay Numb Lyrics

Why am I the one who feels alone

I'm giving it my all but still no hope

I try and I try and I'm always the one

To feel like my time is already done

I don't wanna be here if I can only see you through my eyes

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I don't wanna lose you but I just can't stand to lose my mind

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I think about it day and night

I can't be the one who will break inside

I don't wanna be here if I can only see you through my eyes

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I don't wanna lose you but I just can't stand to lose my mind

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

Okay, here we go now

Here's a little letter that I wrote down to say how

I don't understand how it's working out man

I think I need to start snorting up the gram

Okay mang, all the little fucking cockroaches

That told me that I need to go and start to focus

On the beginning of my life plan

Even though it's so close to the end

Yeah, I suffer in my own time

When I'm trying to be my own guy

Everybody trying to pull me left to right

And I don't even know if I'm gonna survive

So I continue asking why

Why is it that I'm not afraid to contemplate

The way I hate my life and make you laugh

Oh God please tell me why

Don't wanna be here if I can only see you through my eyes

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I don't wanna lose you but I just can't stand to lose my mind

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I don't wanna be here if I can only see you through my eyes

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

I don't wanna lose you but I just can't stand to lose my mind

I guess I'll stay numb until it's time

Until it's time