MNSTR. Lyrics

Get away from me

I act frantically

A lazy way to set you free from me

I can't be your peace a hypocrite I preach

But I can't even breathe in stride

I've hid behind these pretty lies

A victim in my silly mind

For a long time

I've now grown blind to my own slight

The pain I've caused and plight I've brought

Imply inside I rot

I'm sorry my influence

Ruined months of yours

Like Betty's butter I've been bitter

I'm selfish and it's hellish cause I know way better

I'm just whose to blame I can't explain I can't exclaim

I hang my head in shame

it's pain tied to my name engraved inside your brain

the cloud that's caused these tears to rain

I've lost more than I've gained

A friend in you

Myself I now rebuke

I've tainted thy own youth

I wish you never met me

I wish you didn't get me

I wish you saw the signs and chose neglecting me

I can never perish and now probably proudly rest in peace

Regret resides inside my hide and ravages the rest of me

I wish you saw the best of me

I know you saw the best in me

Pushing pride aside

I'm damned to an eternal night

Because I've gone and I've defiled your smile

My existence been a waste of time

I don't deserve forgiveness

I've acted out of wickedness and weakness

Caused emotional sickness

Hate that I've now witnessed tears that fell from me

I mean because of me your heart just seems to beat in grief

Am I exaggerating the role I play

Is this here aggravating because I know I may

Tend to think of self too highly

A lowlife and it's highly likely

I'm just a little sad man

A snake I sat and smiled in face

Told you that it's all okay

Promised that your problems by my hand would in an instant all just fade away

Kept compromising my resolve

Selfishly kept holding on

Knowing that you're probably just longing for

An answer to what's going on inside my head

My heart now lies inside another's hands

And I'm too scared to dead

What lingers here between us

You're too kind to me

And I live in deceit

A recipe for killing peace

At times you rescued me from me

You deserve way more from me

This use to come to me with ease

Peeved that it's challenging of late I want to write from peace

Discomfort I discovered births discographies.

Patient as I…