NOVMBR. Lyrics

Resurrect my ambition

Disdaining growth I fear it shows, are these the seeds I've sown bespoke

Lamenting my own religion

Pacified I fear I hide behind a tragic lie, can I confide conflicted cares behind a heart that's blind to the trials subscribed

Lean on my intuition

I fear may rely on wishing different, too into wishing, knowing self I think I'm capable of any mission

Feels like there's something missing

Appropriate my rage for gain

Questioning myself again

Disdaining growth I fear it shows, I'm tired of always feigning hope

Cleanse my soul, in need of more spiritual soap

In tears over the years I fear I've rarely soaked

I fear I barely know myself without these vices

My advice is, don't think twice, just live in greed

What I needs, a need for me to be something more than me

I pledge and plead, I've bled I bleed

These fears keep on succeeding me

Ruminate resuscitating pain and hatred

Confrontation I've just trained evading

The voice inside is too persuasive

Hate my nature, love my neighbour, love what labour comes from me when facing failure

My inhaler left me, found relief in learning how to breathe in key

I yawn and yearn

It dawns that stern, nevermind I sit and stir, I toss and turn

Frustrated

On the daily I've been temptation facing

I fret on bailing but I'm just set on sailing to foreign lands from me

Free me from need to see the other side at play

I can't compromise my name this way

I'm tryna find some change again.

Resurrect my ambition.