Addicted to pain Lyrics

I'm sorry, I spoke too soon

Ruined your pretty dinner on a summer afternoon

My words like fire, in nice attire

Picking what I say as if you sell and I'm a buyer

Selfless loathing is my cherry on top

Filling a ballon and then I wait for it to pop

Reason with reason, my reason is clear

I want you far away but I just want you to be near

I know it's conflicting, but hear me out

I'm feeling fucking crazy it just makes me wanna shout!

This can't be, good for my health

Had sex with myself with the mirror on my shelf

I love me, then I hate me

Fuck I despise you I just want you to date me

This can't be, truly what I want

I take that all back, I don't mean to pull a stunt

But I love you, then I hate you

I know you despise me, I just want to date you

I would take the damage from your body when we fall

What would I really do, maybe nothing at all

If I was secure, I wouldn't feel like this

So amma go distract you with the ecstasy and bliss

Selfless loathing is my cherry on top

Filling a ballon and then I wait for it to pop

Reason with reason, my reason is clear

I want you far away but I just want you to be near

I know it's conflicting, but hear me out

I'm feeling fucking crazy it just makes me wanna shout!

This can't be, good for my health

Had sex with myself with the mirror on my shelf

I love me, then I hate me

Fuck I despise you I just want you to date me

This can't be, truly what I want

I take that all back, I don't mean to pull a stunt

But I love you, then I hate you

I know you despise me, I just want to date you