Blacked out again Lyrics

Seconds ago, I was in my room

Didn't think I'd be outside so soon

I'm wide awake, but also half asleep

Never thought I'd be in this deep

You seek me for a cover

We're lighting up another

Then you say you're like a brother

We could never love each other

Then I fuck up even more

Same shit as before

I just wanna be free

I just wanna be me

I'm sorry I spoke, I should have been quiet

I can't think straight when the pills are my diet

My head isn't right, I know you're a friend

Oh shit, blacked out again

I'm still popping pills, while writing this shit

I promised I was done, I said I'm over it

The only time that I get a call

Is when they say I'm off parole

When I'm down is when I give

When I'm up is when you leave

When I'm high is when I live

When I choke is when I breathe

Then I fuck up even more

Same shit as before

I just wanna be free

I just wanna be me

I'm sorry I spoke, I should have been quiet

I can't think straight when the pills are my diet

My head isn't right, I know you're a friend

Oh shit, blacked out again

I'm sorry I spoke, I should have been quiet

I can't think straight when the pills are my diet

My head isn't right, I know you're a friend

Oh shit, blacked out again