XMAS SPIRIT Lyrics

I get so lonely

Around this time of year

I don't get it (I don't get it)

I promise I been tryin' hard (Hard)

To find a different type of love (I'm trying)

I'm ripping my heart out (I'm ripping my heart out)

But it's never enough

No

They don't ever get it (Nah)

Come here baby let me get a minute (Get a minute)

Look in my eyes wanna see your spirit (See your spirit)

I wanna know bout your darkest secret

I'll tell you mine and the deeper meaning (Deeper meaning)

It's only me that can feel these feelings (Feel these feel)

Livin' my life like I got no ceilings (Got no ceil)

Sky is the limit just for these niggas

I'm Universal like God, I'm the Highest

Fly like a bird, but I never need stylist (Fly as a)

Shine like a star, but my light is the brightest (Bright as a)

So, why is my home always so quiet?

Said I

Said I

Said I

Said I need someone to

See inside of myself

I can't be the only one left

Every other way I'm so blessed

Just can't seem to connect

What else do I gotta do to hear that I love you? (I love you)

I'm sitting by the fire, no one to hold

I get so lonely

Around this time of year

I don't get it (I don't get it)

I promise I been tryin' hard (Hard)

To find a different type of love (I'm trying)

I'm ripping my heart out (I'm ripping my heart out)

But it's never enough

No

I've been lying to often

Lie to myself while I lay in my coffin (Lie to my)

I ain't been hearin' the shit they been talkin' (I ain't been)

Too many problems, but time ain't been stoppin

I'm fightin' but you wouldn't get it (I'm fighting but you wouldn't get it my baby)

Smile on my face while the Devil inside me

Talkin' bout Christmas, but I've been too naughty

And bae I ain't got no presents to give no (No)

I ain't got no heart to give no (No)

I've been lost lookin' for love like somebody's child (Somebody's child)

Everybody get old, shit don't take no while (No while)

Why the fuck do I feel like I'm just better off alone?

Or fall in love for a minute then can't stand this bitch no more (Can't stand this bitch no more)

I told her"Bae you can't understand the things that go on in my mind" (You can't)

Cuz every time I try telling you, you start crying

And that's why I get so

Lonely

Around this time of year

I don't get it (I don't get it)

I promise I been tryin' hard (Try)

To find a different type of love (Different type of Love)

I'm ripping my heart out (I'm ripping my heart out)

But it's never enough

No