Conflicted Lyrics

I feel ashamed when talking bout the way I feel

The pain I feel

This shit's unreal

I said I had to get out that shit

And I knew I'd do it

I just had to pursue it

I'm gon be great I knew it

Everything I did, I did for you

And I meant that

My life's different I get that

It just seems like everyone's just bringing up old shit that I can't take back

You hate me nigga just say that

Still trippin bout shit from way back

I said what I said don't regret that...

Nigga

But I'm different now

I'm that nigga now

I was lost, but now I'm found

I came up when I was down

Who'd a thought I'd be that nigga that's been rockin' out these crowds

Me

Me

Cuz I'm my biggest supporter

Making music for quarters

My bitch left me when I was down

Cuz I just couldn't support her

But she fucked up

Cuz my plates gon be ten thousand an order

I sit in the back of that Rolls with that 22 defense Otto Porter

Nigga I did that

Man I did that

All these niggas they so jealous

They gon try and get they get back

So I can't lack

Nigga I can't lack

Cuz I'll take a nigga life before you see my mom dressed in that all black don't forget that

I'm at a loss for words

I was always showing love, but that shit for the birds

Cuz I was there for them, but not for me

I'm never treated equally

Swear to God this shit been getting on my fucking nerves

But I just keep going I know that shit gon keep me straight

And God the only man I fear cuz he control my fate

To all you other niggas I promise I won't hesitate

To lay you down if you try to take some shit that's on my plate

I'm fighting me it ain't no competition

Niggas ain't my opposition

I don't give a fuck bout what you niggas talk with that petty dissin'

I know if y'all could

Y'all would die to be in my position

I know it

I know it