Grieving Lyrics

Yeah, I put my trust in them they told me lies

I put my trust in them they told me lies

I put my, I put my trust in them they told me lies

I put my, hmm, yeah, yeah

I put my trust in them they told me lies

Wonder why these people playin' with my mind

Yeah, when the pressure hit, who really ridin'

I just think about it, but I gotta keep it silent

Yeah, fightin' depression, but I'm steady smilin

Huh, I can't express it, I might end up wildin

Huh, can't catch a break, these problems steady pilin

Dang, wanna live all alone, wish I could go on an island

Uh-huh, stab me in my back and act like everything okay

That's what they do, but I ain't need much go flash

Man, I just rather keep my cool

Yeah, I'm wise and I know this and that

But that pain make me act a fool

I ain't even gon' blame these people

These people gon' do what they gon' do

And my girl, she be tellin' me to chill

Sometimes it's hard to keep my cool

And these people be makin' me mad

Back then, I'll smoked somethin' like a juul

Sometimes I do my own thing

Cause I ain't never cared about the rules

9th grade, 10th grade, I got expelled

Cause I ain't care bout no school

Red Room, I'm in when I wake up

I got problems, I gotta face

And I'm gettin' so tired cause I'm runnin' too hard

Yeah, I feel like life just a race

And I'm runnin', I'm runnin', I'm runnin', I'm runnin

I'm goin' at my own pace

And I'm thumbin' through hundreds

I don't really care cause it all just gettin' erased

Ballin' so hard, I'm feelin' like Blake

Riskin' it all, I'm takin' a stake

Watching my back when they smile in my face

When it's go end, like, what does it take

Don't want no friends cause they all fake

Can't give it up, I been keepin' my faith

My bro not Josh but he post with a Drac

Ever since Eve, everybody turned snake

All these problems keep pilin', my life on overload

I got some hurt up in my heart, I need to let it go

And I been goin' through some things that you would never know

Yeah, I got pain up in my veins, but I just let it flow

God keep blessin' me, life keep stressin' me

Hate the devil cause he testin' me, tryna get the best of me

First run a mile up in my shoes

Then come and tell me, take it easy

Tell me, what would you do

When your whole life, you just been grievin'

Ayy, I really come from nothin

Probably why I get too greedy

I ain't fakin', I ain't bluffin

I come from, you get mistreated

And that's probably the reason they make me mad

I wanna squeeze it

Wanna forgive, wanna forget

Man, I hate the way I be thinkin

And I hate the fact I grew up, seen my mama drinkin

And I hate the fact I grew up, ain't seen my dad in a minute

Been goin' through some pain, Ion wanna deal with it

Yeah, I been goin' through some thangs, Ion wanna deal with it

Yeah, and I been rappin', tryna get a meal ticket

And I thought I was perfect, but I'm still wicked

I'm still wicked

I get mad when I'm reminiscin', I'm reminiscin

I get mad when I'm reminiscin', hate, reminiscin

Is they really with me? I don't get it

I won't stop until it's finished

Hand out they won't, give a penny

I'm glad I ain't in a trenches

On the lookout, I got a bigger vision

I'm watchin' them cause they motives hidden

I'm by my lonely, no codefendant

This pain grippin' that rain dripping

This pain grippin' that rain dripping

Can't trust a soul cause they lane switchin

They did me wrong, that's lame isn't

I got bigger goals, I ain't even trippin

Yeah that's how it go, everybody switchin

That's the main reason I just keep my distance

O they talkin' down, they ain't even listenin

I got better problems than a stupid critic