Crying Out for Help Lyrics

I'm crying out for help again

I'm crying out for help again

I'm dying to-self again

On songs I'm crying out for help again

I'm dealing with pain it won't ever end

I still be watching my closest friends

Up in disguise these people pretend

Up in the sky throw a prayer in the wind

They living a lie ain't who they claim

Why they speak on my name these people be lame

Can't trust a soul cause they all gon' change

I was only 15 bout to blow out my brain

I was only 16 I was strapped with them thangs

Then I Turned 17 and everything changed

Didn't know what to do I was stuck in my ways

I was thinking too much had my mind in a maze

They like how you change these people amazed

They thought that I would go out with a bang

Infinity cross got it all on my chain

Tryna figure me out you'll be thinking for days

I used to catch plays just for the new Jays (Jordan's)

I ain't even the same person I don't know what to say

I come from a place where ain't nobody safe

Where them youngins do anything to get paid

They smoke strong to the face and they strapped with them Ks

Ain't no calling them folks cause they running away

Hate how it is I'm just glad I escaped

I'm dying to self again

On songs I'm crying out for help again

I'm dying to self again

On songs I'm crying out for help again

I'm dying to self again

On songs I'm crying out for help again

I'm dealing with pain it won't ever end

I still be watching my closest friends

Up in disguise these people pretend

Up in the sky throw a prayer in the wind

They living a lie I ain't who they claim

Why they speak on my name these people be lame