Just a Fan Lyrics

She told me that she was just a fan

And I will never ever live again

It's cupid knocking at my front door

She's begging me to let her in

But lately I've been reading all the signs

If you can believe it, I'm still alive

Ya she committed social suicide

But me, I won't die

I I I

I don't wanna die

And bae, this ain't the first time

I've been scared of lies

It ain't no surprise

I swear to God I'll try

To break out of my walls, staying here is tempting

She understands me, all my fears are venting out

And I will not go oh, I feel you with me

I'll try to melt this snow but it consumes me so

If you really wanna stay then I won't go

I won't go

Just lead me home

She told me that she was just a fan

And I will never ever live again

It's cupid knocking at my front door

She's begging me to let her in

But lately I've been reading all the signs

If you can believe it, I'm still alive

Ya she committed social suicide

But me, I won't die

If I wake up and you're not there

You'll have a hell of a time tryna run my dear

The past haunts me everyday, my fears

Come to life, the tears won't leave my eyes

I hope you know what you're getting into

Ya I'm not much but the things I've been through

Ya they have left me scarred

And I'm not sure if I'll get far

If they don't go away soon, lie in the bathroom

I'll bleed 'em out, kill them all if I have to

I'll do it all for you, do it all for you

I'll do my best to make it out this room

She told me that she was just a fan

And I will never ever live again

It's cupid knocking at my front door

She's begging me to let her in

But lately I've been reading all the signs

If you can believe it, I'm still alive

Ya she committed social suicide

But me, I won't die