Last Night Lyrics

When I smile can you tell that it's fake?

I don't want my heart to be replaced

With this hell that I've felt, oh well, I can tell

That this will be forever my fate

I repeat it ya, I've seen it, everybody always leaving

Tell me would you be mad if I left too?

Cause it wasn't meant to be, now I'm fucked up mentally

Baby would you be mad If I went through with it and pulled the trigger

Cause last night, I tried to take my life

27 pills laying in my hand

My tears fell everywhere, then I saw your face

I couldn't do it, don't want you to replace me with a fucking vase

On the shelf in the corridor, you'll pass it in the morning

Wondering what you did wrong

You didn't do it wrong

You weren't wrong, It was me Mom

I'm the one who fucked up

In saying I was fine, when I'm not fine, no I'm not fine

No I'm not fine cause I fucking lie

Like all the time, could I press rewind?

And take me back to when I was nine

And maybe save my own life

Ya I admit it, it could be much worse

But I still see myself in an all black hearse

Every night when I sleep, I guess it's just my curse

Cause last night, I tried to take my life

27 pills laying in my hand

My tears fell everywhere, then I saw your face

I couldn't do it, don't want you to replace me with a fucking vase

Sometimes I feel I'm not enough

But last night I knew it, I'm not much

I can't tell you why I feel this way

But these thoughts, they'll never go away

I've spent forever in my room

Laying here I only think of you

Bleeding in silence this shit hurts

No wonder I'm so violent

Cause last night, I tried to take my life

27 pills laying in my hand

My tears fell everywhere, then I saw your face

I couldn't do it, don't want you to replace me with a fucking vase

Fuck