On My Mind Lyrics

There's a lot of things that's on my mind

Time to open up and tell you from this line

People always think that they know

Thinking it's how you act and not what you show

Thicker in these clouds up here

Never ever know until you disappear

Life's stalling out, I'm stuck in gear

Name dying out, that's what I fear

Never knew I'd live long enough to get here

Thought I'd hide away in my room and disappear

Don't recognize the man in the mirror

Lies being told but I can't hear

Contemplating suicide thinking about it day and night

No I can't leave this world without a fight

Try and take my life it'll be on sight

Tote a gun everywhere I go

Cold steel on me walking through the snow

Paint the ceiling Michelangelo

Finally get some rest six feet below

Killing for you put me on death row

Skin a motherfucker ain't no average Joe

Word moves fast yeah they all know

Handle all my demons like a Goddamn pro

There's a lot of things that's on my mind

Time to open up and tell you from this line

People always think that they know

Thinking it's how you act and not what you show

Thicker in these clouds up here

Never ever know until you disappear

Life's stalling out, I'm stuck in gear

Name dying out, that's what I fear

I've ben running in circles but I'm stuck in place

Feels like I'm losing it, I cant keep the pace

Voices in my head and they wont let me sleep

I'm so tired of these battles that cut me deep

Numb to the pain, yeah it's all on freeze

Heart locked down but its missing its key

They act like they know, they don't see what I hide

Yeah, I'm faking every smile just to stay alive

Stuck in the middle and it's hard to breath

Pressure got me thinking that it's time to leave

Looking at my name will it stand or fall

Will I fade like the rest or rise through it all

They say that struggle's what makes you grow

But I'm falling apart and it starts to show

Caught in the waves yeah I'm stuck in the sway

Fear of disappearing but I'm here for today

There's a lot of things that's on my mind

Time to open up and tell you from this line

People always think that they know

Thinking it's how you act and not what you show

Thicker in these clouds up here

Never ever know until you disappear

Life's stalling out, I'm stuck in gear

Name dying out, that's what I fear