NOT OKAY Lyrics

She told me to throw the drugs away

Can't stand to live another day

Why can't you just come and stay

Baby I am not okay

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave

Got me waiting by the phone for hours

Left me waiting in the rain with flowers

Thinking back when this love was ours

Can't change for you, God damn I'm a coward

Choosing drugs over you, what a mistake

Stacking problems on my heart until it breaks

Promise to you that my love was never fake

But going back to you is a risk I can't take

(Oh oh)

You can't stay

(Oh oh)

Not today

(Oh oh)

I'm in my grave

(Oh oh)

I'm not okay

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave

Babe you're not the one for me times pass, things change

I'm never ever ever gonna buy your ass a wedding ring

Had to put my pride to the side to push down what's inside

Mask on my face and mask on my heart

Everything you said to make me fall apart

All these red flags, should've seen it from the start

If I had the power would I go back to the start

Would I go back to the start

(Oh oh)

That's a no

(Oh oh)

When Hell snows

(Oh oh)

Don't you say

(Oh oh)

You're not okay

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave

I can't see and I can't breathe

Always having lucid dreams

Where you're standing next to me

Remember when you said you wouldn't leave