WHY Lyrics

Why do I feel like I'm stuck in a cycle

Spinning in circles, I'm lost in survival

Questions I ask but I never get answers

My thoughts are the cancer, the fear is the rival

I'm breaking apart but I mask it with laughter

The pain comes in waves and the silence comes after

I'm screaming for help but my voice doesn't a carry

Digging my grave and my burdens I marry

I'm living a life that I don't understand

A war in my mind and I'm losing command

I'm chasing the shadows, I'm lost in the dark

I'm lighting a fire but can't find the spark

Why do I run when I long to be seen

Why do I hide when I want to be free

I'm stuck in my head and it's hard to believe

That the enemy I'm fighting is really just me

Why do I hope when I know it's in vain

Why do I dance in the middle of rain

I build up these walls then tear them apart

A cycle of chaos that lives in my heart

Why do I write like I'll find resolution

Words in my head are just noise and confusion

Answers are echoes, they never come clear

I'm trapped in this loop of my anger and fear

I stand in the mirror and try to explain

Why I keep running from all of my pain

The cracks in my soul are hard to ignore

But I still keep searching for something worth more

Maybe the questions don't need a reply

Maybe the answer is learning to try

But here I am asking, my voice growing thin

Why does it feel like I'll never win

Why do I try when the weight never lifts

Why do I fight when there's nothing to fix

I'm chasing the pieces of what's left of me

A puzzle that's missing the key

Why do I run when there's nowhere to go

Why do I fall when I already know

I'm trapped in the silence, I scream but it fades

Lost in the questions I'm too scared to face

Why do I try when the weight never lifts

Why do I fight when there's nothing to fix

I'm chasing the pieces of what's left of me

A puzzle that's missing the key

Why do I run when there's nowhere to go

Why do I fall when I already know

I'm trapped in the silence, I scream but it fades

Lost in the questions I'm too scared to face

Why do I care when they don't even notice

I'm breaking my back just to keep my focus

They tell me to stop but they don't understand

I'm building a castle with grains of the sand

I fight for a purpose I can't even see

Trapped in a cage but I'm holding the key

The voices are louder, they scream in my ear"Give up the fight, there's nothing left here"

But I keep climbing though the summit feels fake

Each step I take there's more cracks in my faith

I'm bleeding my heart just to prove that I'm here

But all that's left is anger and fear

Why do I push when there's no one to save

Why do I smile when I feel like a slave

My mind is a war zone, a place I can't flee

The battle's inside and it's tearing at me

The pressure is building, I'm ready to burst

I'm chasing the light but it only gets worse

Why do I fight when I'm losing my will

A prisoner trapped in a house I can't fill

Why do I write like I'll silence the doubt

The more that I pour in, the less I get out

I'm running in circles, I'm stuck in a maze

Haunted by ghosts from my loneliest days

Why do I try when the weight never lifts

Why do I fight when there's nothing to fix

I'm chasing the pieces of what's left of me

A puzzle that's missing the key

Why do I run when there's nowhere to go

Why do I fall when I already know

I'm trapped in the silence, I scream but it fades

Lost in the questions I'm too scared to face

Why do I try when the weight never lifts

Why do I fight when there's nothing to fix

I'm chasing the pieces of what's left of me

A puzzle that's missing the key

Why do I run when there's nowhere to go

Why do I fall when I already know

I'm trapped in the silence, I scream but it fades

Lost in the questions I'm too scared to face