ISN'T THAT FUNNY Lyrics

Isn't that funny how we laugh through the pain

Hide behind jokes but inside we're insane

Pretend we're okay when we're breaking apart Smile on the surface but shadows in the heart

Isn't that funny how we keep the disguise

Talk about dreams but I see through the lies

Chasing the high but we fall every time

Running in circles hoping we'll find a sign

Isn't that funny how we're scared of the real

Afraid of the truth and the way that we feel

Telling ourselves that we're strong, we're fine

But deep down we're losing this war in our minds

Isn't that funny the way we pretend

Laugh at the pain when it hits us again

Tell me it's normal that everyone's hurt

But I'm here in the silence trying to find the words

Isn't that funny how the past won't let go

Keeps creeping back when you're trying to grow

Every mistake a weight on my chest

Trying to breathe but I'm feeling distressed

Isn't that funny how the hope fades away

Replaced by the doubt at the start of the day

Keep telling myself that I'll be okay

But in the silence I'm falling astray

Isn't that funny how we put on a show

Acting so strong but we're just so low

Hiding behind the stories pretending we're fine

But deep in the dark I'm losing my mind

Isn't that funny how the answers don't come

We search for the light but we're numb and we're dumb

Afraid of the fight but afraid to give in

Trapped in the cycle where do I begin

Isn't it funny how I stay in the dark

Holding my breath afraid to make a mark

Pretend I'm okay when my heart's on the line

Silent and scared afraid to say what's mine

Isn't it crazy how I let it slip by

Words caught in my throat too afraid to try

Chasing the moment but it fades away

Hoping you'll notice but I'm too afraid to say

Isn't it strange how we wear our disguise

Pretend we're unbreakable but we're barely alive

Hold back the pain keep it locked inside

Smile through the struggle and swallow our pride

Isn't it wild how we chase after fate

Clinging to the hope that it's never too late

But every step forward feels two steps back Running in circles lost in the cracks

Isn't it true that we fight with our mind

Trying to escape what we know we'll find

Dreams that we chase but they slip through our hands

Promises broken like castles in the sand

Isn't it hard to admit we're afraid

That all of our courage has started to fade

Still we keep going though it's tearing us apart

Hiding the battle in the depths of our heart

Isn't it real how we fear what's unknown

Afraid of the seeds we've already sown

We keep saying tomorrow but tomorrow won't come

Still waiting for answers still feeling numb

Isn't it painful how the past replaced

Every mistake every choice every face

Echoes in the silence whispers in the dark

Haunting reminders when we miss the mark

Isn't it lonely to stand in the crowd

Surrounded by noise but feeling so loud

The louder we get the quieter we feel

Searching for something that's broken but real

Isn't it desperate this need to belong

To find the strength in a place we went wrong

But even in doubt when hope's hard to find

We fight the silence and reclaim our mind

Isn't it funny how I stay in the dark

Holding my breath afraid to make a mark

Pretend I'm okay when my heart's on the line

Silent and scared afraid to say what's mine

Isn't it crazy how I let it slip by

Words caught in my throat too afraid to try

Chasing the moment but it fades away

Hoping you'll notice but I'm too afraid to say