CONCRETE ROSE ft. BRINA LABARZ Lyrics

Look Physically I'm strong as I can ever be

But mentally I'm weak but u a never see

Try hard to suppress feelings inside of me

Cause behind this great smile

I know Something is killing me

In and out of consciousness

Don't know how long it's been

Figure they going to kill me as soon reach my accomplishments

I'm astonishing

My name ain't a tarnish print

But do it mean I'm hell bound on earth

If I'm not heaven sent

Block blessing

Cause I was amused by the block lessons

Bullet hit my scrotum

I felt it

In my large intestines

The streets don't love you

It's not a proper investment

Nobody born regular

Only sharks in these C sections

Where I'm from ain't a such thing as perfection

We adapt to the environment

Nobody reaches retirement

Where a pine or metal box is the destination

I done been to more funerals than graduations

See u don't know what pain is

Forgive me I'm a lost soul

The city turned me so cold

They force me to be dangerous

And I just wanna grow old

If I ever lose control

Then I'm a make my opps become famous

Until I'm paraplegic I'm standing 10 toes

I'll never give them a reason to ever make me fold

Fighting my demons on this lonely road

Just a beautiful disaster I'm a Concrete rose

Dance with devil in the cold

Til u Lukewarm

Hugs feel like love till u realize it's horns

Rose looks pure tell touch the thrones

I've cried tears of joy

That I had to recycle just to mourn

I let go all my pain when I perform

U a never know that the man on stage has been so torn

Fight demons a walking nightmare

So scared of dreaming

Still woke Cause I'm determined to stay strong

When all u got is memories

Cause u lost so many

And rooms feel empty

Cause filled with the wrong energy

Although I sin Unintentionally

Inh Shallah he's Forgiving me

And so tempting

To put 5lbs of pressure on the semi

One bad thought can turn a situation ugly

And one exit wound can turn my nice fabric bloody

Rather feel like mitch in reb bm buggy

Like if I leave the game

Is the fans still gone love me

See u don't know what pain is

Forgive me I'm a lost soul

The city turned me so cold

They force me to be dangerous

And I just want to grow old

If I ever lose control

Then I'm a make my Opps become famous

Until I'm paraplegic I'm standing 10 toes

I'll never give them a reason to ever make me fold

Fighting my demons on this lonely road

Just a beautiful disaster I'm a Concrete rose