March Lyrics

I cried myself to sleep,

wondering why it gotta be like this

Fifth drink to quiet my grief

Soul poison to quench my thirst

Don't pray for me

I can't be saved

Moving around with my dead eyes

My hands froze, I can't feel my feet

Snowflakes on the ground, black sunlight

What's wrong with me?

True to form day by day

As I long to incinerate

Blurring my window pane

…Would you miss me anyway?

It was dark, I got hurt

Throughout March

It was rough, broke my heart

Throughout March

Daily reverie dims reality

Lucid dreaming to have control

'Cause it was hard

Throughout March

Tight barbed wire around my neck

Inner blaze got out of hand

On the edge of a skyscraper

All it takes is… one more step

"If you're young you can't be sad"

And I won't fall back into the depths

I'll stay on the surface

'Cause my virgin heart's been pierced

And it reeked of rot

I hid in the eye of the storm

And got my second wind

On the tomb of old beliefs

Like an Apostate

It was dark, I got hurt

Throughout March

I lost my mind

But I tried tried tried (it's alright)

Now my tears are sweet

And my cheeks are pink

Like a lotus field at dawn

And when I'm blue I think of you

I hear your voice to get me through

And if you never run aground

You never learn how to break free

And then April bloomed

And with it

I did too