Shamepain Lyrics

Restless soul, out of order

Google-diagnosed disorders

My friends couldn't agree more

If they knew me, but they don't

Troublemaker, barrier breaker

Born this way, I can't help it

Got this big tattoo to hide my scars

Thought it was enough to mend my broken heart

Choking my shame and pain

Bottling 'em up in some bottles of champagne

Choking my shame and pain

Rubble of my soul as heritage

My shame

Pain

Running in my veins

My shame

Pain

You won't see me on the street

My good intentions tangled in bedsheets

I can't find a getaway

"Just a bad day" on loop since last May

You won't see me here again

Old obsessions drove me insane

Painkillers mistaken for panacea

Such a bad idea

Choking my shame and pain

Bottling 'em up in some bottles of champagne

Choking my shame and pain

Rubble of my soul as heritage

My shame

Pain

Running in my veins

My shame

Pain

The outlier drinking the kool-aid

Everyday, I suffocate

The unconventional's my opiate

I wish I could say no

But I adore this fucking taste

Choking my shame

Pain

In champagne