You wasnt really mine, wasnt you Lyrics

One thing I hate, I gotta make a whole fuckin' album for y'all niggas to understand me

Why can't y'all not just understand me for the person I am, and not the person I am on the mic

I'm whole different person nigga behind the mic

But they don't wanna get to know that version of me

They'll rather see this version of me

And this version sucks, it's killin Me

We don't talk like we used to

I'm finally happy, I don't want nothin' that you put me through

Like why they keep on bringin' up your presence, as if I'm missin' you?

Last time I tried to get back at you, you turn around and fuck a dude

I'm not myself and I can vouch for it

Like all the things we've been through

And You've been lost love, like it was that hard to quit?

The younger me been a lost boy, I'm still tryna find that kid

I thought of death that night I couldn't sleep and you ain't give a shit

Aye tell em' what I really did, cause I don't recall

Like all this pain I'm fuckin' feeling, I might just paint the walls

I know it's not my time yet, but they waitin' for me to fall

Everything you put me through, I can't believe you didn't call

I felt betrayed when you left me

You said it's for the better, did you do it for you or for me?

I felt your presence left the room

When you said"this is how it has to be"

I hate I dropped so many tears, just so I can feel Free

I'm kinda drained cause of you, I done cried cause of you

I thought I'd died cause of you

I say I'm fine cause of you, but I always lie cause of you

Like I waste my time cause of you

All dead inside cause of you

Yeah, Standing at the cliff edge

I feel my time is coming, but I can't take that shit back

I think about my decision

I'm tryna be a better man

They paint me as the villain

I talk about suicide in my songs

All you gotta do is listen

We don't talk like we used to

I'm finally happy, I don't want nothing that you put me through

Like why they keep on bringing up your presence, as if I'm missing you?

Last time I tried to get back with you You turned around and fucked a dude

I'm not myself and I can vouch for it

Like all the things you've been through

And you been lost love, like it was that hard to quit?

The younger me been a lost boy

I'm still tryna find that kid

I thought of death that night

I couldn't sleep and you ain't get the shit,