Blinded Me Lyrics

I expected the exhaustion And the days I couldn't get out of bed

I expected the prescriptions And the pain I felt in my head

I thought slowly I'd start feeling better I'd stitch my life back together

One day at a time In one long straight line

But here I'm fuckin' up

Layin' in my bed (I Can't Sleep)

I'm thinkin' bout my death I ain't healing

I'm probably gon' be dead in a minute I know I'm sinnin

My life is like a Ferris wheel spinnin

Oh i'm Addicted to your love that shit appalling

Who said problems don't hurt? I wanna go back in the dirt

I'm gettin' fuckin' thinner, I ain't eating

I shoulda known it was gon' hurt when we was meetin

Oh, oh, oh

I shoulda left it be

That shit fuckin' hurt, you doin' better than me

I thought that I was fuckin' winning

Got an empty peace

I'm home body but I'm chillin

Think that's all I need

Close my eyes (Close my eyes)

Think of die

I done hurt too much to make it light in the room

When I Die Don't write

Good things on my tomb

Cause I'm such a fool

Don't know what to do

Locked up in my room

Pray I'll make it through

Pour my fuckin' heart out

I can't give it time to Brew

They left me behind

I hate fuckin' lose

I just wanna get by

Can't close these fuckin' wounds

Remember all them times

Was makin' love up in your room

Had to sneak through the window

I'm riskin' time just for you

I thought that you hurt

I realize it was two

What if I was lost in the deep end

Taking my own life, it depends

I don't care about your love, let's be friends

Caught you lookin' at my smile, I was pretendin

Layin' in my bed (My Bed)

I'm thinkin' bout my death (My Death)

I'm probably gon' be dead in a minute

I know I'm sinning

My life is like a fence wheel spinnin

Close my eyes

Think I'll die

Love hurts pride ohh

Pain in my eyes yeah

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