Back In My Body Lyrics

I watch tv I fall asleep- I do it all again

Inside the screen of LEDS

A place to lay my head

Did I say head? I mean my mind

It's here nor there

it's halfway out the door

And when my thoughts are intertwined

Its fear and wear

That wash up on the shore

Fuck all the doubt

I numb it out

I wanna be back in my body

Not lost in thought

Think I forgot how it feels

My ego shouts

It's crying out

Can I just be back in my body?

I'm letting go

I gotta know

If I'll ever heal

My walls are thick

It makes me sick

To shut you down again

Pour another drink

Down the kitchen sink

Grab the phone to call a friend

Tell them that I'm doing fine

This anxious mind

Is learning how to cope

And I've been looking for a sign

But I think it's time

I gave myself that hope

Fuck all the doubt

I numb it out

I wanna be back in my body

Not lost in thought

Think I forgot how it feels

My ego shouts

It's crying out

Can I just be back in my body

I'm letting go

I gotta know

If I'll ever heal

Fuck all the doubt

I numb it out

I wanna be back in my body

Not lost in thought

Think I forgot how it feels

My ego shouts

It's crying out

Can I just be back in my body

I'm letting go

I gotta know

If I'll ever heal