Starting Over Lyrics

I guess I just wanna do more with my life

You always helped me believe that I can

And when I stood at your door

My eyes opened wide

I was starting to understand

That all my past enemies are a faded black screen

I'm the only one left standing that's still hurting me

Everything I thought I'd be

Is coming back to haunt me

In the evening I've started talking to myself

I don't know how to trust these thoughts with somebody else

And when it comes down to asking for some help

I'm always a little too late

Then I come to you when my skins turning blue

I know it's not your job to know what to do

I'm just begging that this isn't my fate

No more half-hearted loving

God I want to be your friend

Left my faults in the kitchen

Now I'm starting over again

All these demons I'm missing

They've got a hold of my head

Block them out reminiscing

God I'm starting over again

You smile as I play Joni Mitchell

I always cry to A Case of You

And in the beach sand I wrote your initials

Just like a middle school crush would do

And it all falls in place

When the sun hits your face

I'm so afraid my light in your eyes

Will soon fade away

But you're always there

When I wake up the next day

No more half-hearted loving

God I want to be your friend

Left my faults in the kitchen

Now I'm starting over again

All these demons I'm missing

They've got a hold of my head

Block them out reminiscing

God I'm starting over again

Oh and I'd toss every vice

Just to know that for life

I'll always hold your hand

All these uncertainties

Bring me down to my knees

I'm a weakened man

No more half-hearted loving

God I want to be your friend

Left my faults in the kitchen

Now I'm starting over again

All these demons I'm missing

They've got a hold of my head

Block them out reminiscing

God I'm starting over again

Yeah I'm starting over again

God I'm starting over again