Improbable, Pt. II Lyrics

Yeah yeah

I'm prolly the youngest in the room, unless I'm the oldest

It's hard to say and hard to know, I'm moving where it ain't coldest

No, it's just pretty cold

I wouldn't say that I'm the boldest, I'm just pretty bold

Actually I'm light and condensed

You see I'm white and repressed

I'm tryna write out my stress

I'm tryna tidy my mess

Tryna do right with what's left

Had the leave the game, cause I didn't like it no more

Had to leave the States cause the new cycle implored

Been lying for a year and a half, but that's not the point

Had to loosen up the pen, had to tighten up the joints

Had to take some pressure off my shoulder

But I am not the Boulder

Let me be clear, I will fight a child

I promise that's not a threat, I'm just saying

I said that I was going nach Deutschland and they thought that I was playing

Aber, was soll ich sagen, nah, hier bin ich

And it wasn't labor or luck, no it was a gift

Nah, that might just be semantics, tryna not to be pedantic

Put a pause on the romantics, til i figure out my manness

Or whatever the plan is, I don't know

Butterfly, child, ghost, scarlet and snow

Whatever

Incredible

No please don't flirt with me if you ain't got any cellulite

Won't try to sell you my life, or sell you my name

Honestly I'm disinclined to even tell you my aims

Cause it's almost guaranteed that in the morning they'll change

So if I said I'm making a game, would that even be true?


Should you really trust me as much as I trust you?

I could say anything and you might believe it

I prefer red wine and I'm allergic to tree nuts

I'm not really a scotch guy

I never swung out when I was swinging a drop-nine

Only time I'll drink a mock tail's in a mock tie

And I get why the NWSL isn't a top flight

Huh, now that's not gonna age well

Brother is busy puttin' out fires in age hell

Meine wunderbare Schwester might capitalize on the estate sale

But we don't really know

Been learning that's okay

Been learning how to pray

Been learning how to rage

Been learning how to stop circling the drain all day

Been learning how to dodge perfect and just make my way

I'm rolling with the punches, I'm tolling dead in the dungeons

I'm taking hold of my functions, I'm breaking molds and some crutches

I'll make breakfast lunch and supper and then clean it all up

Now you say that you love her, do you mean it or what?

Why is he– why is he recording this?

Hey, pass me that

Why are you doing this? What is wrong with you?

Yeah I been livin' laughin' lurking like a housecat should

Yeah I'm a kitten not a flerken, I don't scratch that good

But I been sharpening my claws, learning where to put my paws

So they don't hit me with a Terry stop or probable cause

Cause I'm berry much a bandit, man I thought you already knew

On a whim picked up a camera, then I'm making OUT THE BLUE

Mixed a bit up at The Postage, what a God-full-circle moment

That all started with a photo of the water they'd be throwin'

Nah it's crazy when you think about the path that I been walking on

Been stayin off the roads so I don't have have to brawl like Bakugon

But the dots connect and the lines have been drawn, and it's a

Constellation of great expectation, like the song

Now I was made for greatness and created to accomplish

Or that's what I been thinking the whole tine that I been on this

Making music and movies thing, but if I'm being honest

It's a weight upon my shoulders and I'd like to drop it

I need some of y'all to stick around

Matter of fact, we got 48 more to give ya

Stuart Clark is not your Golden Child anymore

But I'm still a hero to my hometown, watchu take me for?

I do the same thing every time? Man give me two years

Then circle back to this one when you realize I've got new peers

Man that's a called shot straight to the sky

Got my name cloak, the wizard Seeker ain't here to die

So it's drives me crazy when y'all smile and nod like it's a pipe dream

"No, trust me, pal; you're not that guy" Pal, I might be

If I start listing my giftings, yeah I would sound like Paul

Which is why young Stubuzz thought that he was dropping the ball

"To whom much is given, kid, so go punch and the wall"

How many seconds of eternity until I evolve?

Yeah there's layers to that one and there's cloves to me

Infinitely-sided diamond that's as square as could be

Yeah I check all the boxes,

Got the charm cause I pet all the foxes

Ever Given couldn't block this

I been loved by all my bosses, yeah

I'm proficient in Paylocity and Tripleseat

A nonprofit in Uptown is saying they missin' me

Did a small stint there didn't know the objective,

but now just call me Deviré cause I no longer have a question, no

Run me my money if you want all of my time

Spent eighty-four days in Deutschland learning not and how to die

Leavin skin on the floor, working on not being shy

But I'm still making mistakes, like "you don't roll for scry", no

Eight years of this, no way I'm stopping now

Had to ask about my purpose up in Heaven's lost and found

Said I'd checked it at the door when I was bunkering down

But now I'm coming back around, yeah I'm coming back in town

Darling's on his way, yeah you know that I'm heavensent

Nah I'm still tryna make some sort of sense of my epithets

The pressure's settling on my shoulders like it's sediment

So I'm not your Golden Child, I'm His, and that's the end of it

I got

Supercorp on my chest, socks dappled with the crest

Is that a flex, or just how I'm dressed?

Or perhaps is it indicative of something that's a bit more complex?

Nah, take a guess

I'm perplexed by how we're relegated me and my kind

I'm perplexed by the celebrations deep in my mind

What's going on up there? What is it that you gotta hide?

If no one knew and no one cared, what is it that you'd wanna try?

A handful of things, after a moment's hesitation

Cause there's people in my orbit who'd condemn the demonstration

Would take my transformation as the proof of Christ's abdication

And I'm not ready for that conversation

Don't you trust God, don't you love me?

So why's your first thought to rebuke and not to hug me?

I hope you take some time to pray before you judge me

Cause if God made Felicia, then I think He made her lovely

Yeah

No if God made Felicia, then He probably made her lovely

I hope God made Felicia

Trust me